Sunday, 20 January 2013

When silence takes control over You !


When you have mixed emotions, you feel like you're in your early teens; lost and confused. That's precisely how Rima felt when she saw Rohan passing from her sideways. Holding her innocent smile, she preferred to hide a teardrop. Extremely talented Rima had a huge crush on Rohan, that later on developed as feelings ; but little did she know that she is not his types. Whenever she meets him, she used to get butterflies in her stomach, she used to think all day long what will I talk to him? what he will be saying in response? and all such thoughts.. Eventually when she realized, that he is looking for someone of his types and she not being the one, she decided to change herself. She started doing things keeping him in her mind all the time. No doubt, she succeeded in impressing him, she learned a lot of new things coming in her way and fought bravely. she was no more a dumb-witted moron which she was before meeting him. But, at the end of the day, she lost her originality in the process of impressing him & desiring to become his girl. She was unaware of the fact that one-sided feelings never works ! Ultimately, they fetch you a bucket of tears, disappointments, frequent break-downs. People used to tell her their experiences , as she never experienced all this before, for her it was the very first time. And everybody knows how one feels when it is the "first-time" thingy. There she was all messed up, terribly disappointed when she got to know that Rohan likes her but he doesn't want to be with her for the lifetime, because he is looking for his 'Miss Right' ! She could not do much about it, as practical as it sounds, you really can't do anything if someone doesn't wish to be with you. You can't get anyone forcibly. The things which are destined to happen, will surely happen no matter what. But for every thing , there is a right time. So, disheartened Rima didn't give up, she was constantly making up her mind that she will make it possible probably one fine day. Many obstacles came in her way, which weakened her strengths. There were times when she decided to run away from this materialistic world. she found that her friends who were the biggest support are now wanting her to stop thinking about Rohan, that's when Rima had mixed emotions in her mind, she was terribly confused. The friends on one side who wants her to be happy & who always care about her & there was Rohan on other side, the sole reason for whom she changed herself, lost her originality. Going through a lot of trauma, she decided to spend some time alone; the time when one discovers one-self. Having being thought on the facts that one must listen to their heart always, she decided to wait for Rohan's response. And, to everyone's surprise, she is still waiting with all her patience.... That's very rare thing. Isn't it? People tend to move on , but she couldn't. The matter of fact is that she is still hanging on to him. she can neither move on & neither she can forget him. Lets see where the destiny is taking her to...

 P.S : Rima & Rohan are still in contact with each other. And there is something very magical about their friendship; its "name-less", Its inseparable !

P.P.S : Rima & Rohan are fictional characters.