To The Place Where I Belong..

To the place where I belong..

Have no mercy on the common

If you're sobbing over the grief

They pay no heed over your sufferings

The more merrier you become, the less happy they would be

"Oh! How come she's smiling?”, they ask.

In front of your face, they're Ohh-so-beautiful

The moment you disperse, they talk about you without giving a second thought of how you would feel, when you'll get to know.

To the place where I belong..

Dude, it breaks the god-damn heart when such disgraceful talks are heard.

You not only break the person, you break them inside out,

You leave them insignificant, you make them paralyzed,

You numb their brain and body, leave them on ground and don’t let them get up.

You let them go through more grief, more depression again and again.

You leave them helpless, hopeless and bring them with fucking stress.

I wish you realize this someday how it feels to live such a life and all you do is break them again and again.

To the place where I belong..

That day you were talking about her

Suddenly other day you were talking about the guy whom she was dating,

The next day you were talking about their romance and separation

and following next day you simply blamed her character and concluded things.

How good you feel, while making those statements about her. Don't you?

What possibly wrong she has ever done to you or your family, I wonder.

Has she ever come at your place and grabbed your partner or kids?

Did she ever give you any kind of destruction?

Did she ever interfere into your personal life or mistreated you?

Listen, people like her. They’re extremely fond of her personality. I guess you can’t see that?

Can’t we keep genuine and real friendships that do nothing but uplift one another?

No malice, envy or ill intent.

To the place where I belong..

When the married life is not working out, and if girl comes at her home our society has a huge problem.

Tell me what possibly wrong she did? If her marriage turned out to be a worst nightmare for her.

When she never in her dreams thought that someone would beat her and torture her to those levels!

Society shits about it, tell me how much do you really know what she went through or is still going through? 

Nothing! You know nothing!

So, think before you speak. Get yourself a thinking machine, if it's available out there. Might turn you into a better version of yourself.

Little did you know that she’s made out of affirmations and self -love. You can’t really break a woman like that.

To the place where I belong..

I hope there’s peace around one fine day,

There are no monsters alive within us.

We live and let others live. Peacefully!

Hope, we have a broadened thinking than now,   

May we learn to respect the girls and women around. This is almost said every day, but nothing much has been really changed from a decade or from years.

May we have less of suicides and more of love.

May we have more of happy faces and less of depression and anxiety,

Hope we have understanding parents and family.

May we feel happy when we see people achieving milestones,

May we see some humanity and see the backwards rising up,

Hope we have more of sunshines and less of storms.

Hope we have a brighter world, happy people and colourful lives around.

I crave for such a life, before I die.

To the place where I belong..

She has been feeling it for a while, that sense of awakening.

There is a gentle rage simmering inside her, and it is getting stronger by the day.

She will hold it close to her, she will nurture it and let it grow.

She won’t let anyone take it away from her.

She’s smelling success after a lot of mess she had in her life.

It is her rocket fuel and finally, she is going places.

She can feel it down to her very core, this is her time.

Let her live, let her breathe, let her flourish, let her fly!

And You?? Just take a chill. Relax!

She will not only climb mountains, she will move them too.

To the place where I belong..

Cheers,

Happy Reading! 😊😊

It's All About Finding The Calm In The Chaos. Refuse To Sink!

So how do you speak your mind? Do you write? Or paint a picture of the picture in your head? Find songs that best depicts your mental state? Do you doodle? Dance? What is it? What let’s you speak your mind?

Do you go lurking in the city searching for empty space? Do you just cry your lungs out, shout and let it all out? Or do you sit up all night writing and erasing words and rewriting words all over again, and frame those random thoughts in your head?

So, how do you voice your thought?

Depression is not that easy to fight with. There are things you can’t really utter it to your friends, family and relatives. Question is Why not? Not because you don’t want to share with them, but you really do care about sharing your personal stuff with them, you do care about your privacy, you don’t want anyone to judge you or feel that you are too weak to handle life, you don’t want to be called by terms like “What a loser!”, “What a jerk! ”, “How stupid and irresponsible!”, “What a maniac!”. 

Basically, we care a lot about people and hence fail to keep our life transparent enough. Keep wearing the fake masks all over, smile, pretend, smile again and show that we are so happy. We as a human brain, if something goes wrong in our life, we tend to continuously think about it, make a pillar out of your unwelcoming thoughts, let them affect us mentally and pollute our mind. It then leads to enormous sufferings that we have to go through in series, affecting the health at very first place. You do get swollen eyes, lose all the shine and charm you’ve been holding until now. You become less friendly, speak less and that kinda suffocates you, doesn’t let you breathe. So, basically you become a connoisseur of self destruction.

Reach out for 5 things the sooner you can, if you feel stressed out a lot and feel difficulties are taking control over your life.

1.        Take the plunge to discuss things that are bothering you with your family at the very first go, as they are the ones who’ll never disappoint you. Mark my words, put it on a note and stick it at some place which is never missed. Be it your siblings, mother or father. They’ll hear you, be there for you and will help you coming out of the difficulties, be it anything. Trust me!
2.        Approach your close friends, whom you can count on, whom you consider your family. They might not entirely help you, for leading the busy life which we all are. Like occupied with so-called corporate 9 working hours thingy. But they’ll guide you, show you ways, directions, be your constant support. So yes, go ahead discuss and share your problems with them. Don’t accumulate them in your head.
3.        Go out, make new friends! Explore the more you can. There are  many counselors and life saviors out there who’ve seen a lot in life already, and taken a pledge to help and motivate those who need them, so yes reach out for such people. They’ll be your life mentors throughout and yes they’ll happily help you, won’t judge you or defy you or your existence. They’ll just help you leading a normal life. You can call them God gifted miracles, for they’ll thoroughly protect you, give you remedies without any expectations in return, give you a hope in life. Go out and seek them. Please, don’t trouble yourself!
4.      Release it! Make art your best friend. Whatever you’re good at, keep doing it for your inner peace. Scribble down if you like writing, write the poems release your pain out, put them on paper, decorate it and read it out to people and yes wear that beautiful smile while reading. Life is difficult for all of us, don’t forget. But giving up is just not done. In the form of art, depict your stories, make people fall in love with your art and look for you as an inspiration. Yes Go out and inspire others. Keep doing it every day.
5.        Lastly, Hold on! Have Faith !! Have Faith that things will be alright. Sooner or later, things does fall on its place. What’s gonna happen will happen no matter what. So Hold on! Be brave to fight, life is a challenge just like that difficult subject on your way to exam. Of course you fear of flunking it, but remember you’ve to clear it for making further moves and rising up. Yes climb that bloody ladder. It must be a dark, rainy day for you today. But, tomorrow there’ll be sun shining above you. What do you do then? Look up, smile and be grateful. 😊

To the boy who posted a picture of his scars half a year ago, I am proud that you’re not cutting yourself anymore. And that takes a lot of courage and willpower. Well done!

And, to everyone who writes, muse, or make poems about sadness I am happy that you are alive in this universe because you have a story to tell that may change people’s lives forever.

My heart goes out to the people who are sad,

I wish them peace.

I wish them hope.

I wish them love.

I wish them healing.

Happy Reading! 😊😊

Over The Edge, Life Happens.

Over the edge I stand still with a grace

Thinking of what tomorrow’s would bring?

Thinking of what Life has to unfold?

Thinking of how one goodbye can create a magic in your life,

Thinking of all the bitter sweet struggles

Over the edge I stand still with a grace.

Over the edge I breathe in fear

Thoughts aren’t ready settling down

Hands and Legs still shiver remembering the hardest phase of life

Tears from the eyes doesn’t seem to stop, for they're tired of pretending

That pain, those bruises, those wounds, that violence ; they took the beautiful life on its knees.

Over the edge I breathe in fear.

Over the edge I feel weak and cry

For the people whom I’ve lost in life

For life not being easy enough to survive

For challenges life is hitting all the way right in your face

For staying away from family

For those dark nights, when you fondly miss the people who once existed in your life

For the heart breaking songs that aches your damn heart again and again and yet again

For all those memories that remind you of someone

Over the edge, I feel weak and cry.

Over the edge I burn in agony

For the people who came and destroyed my life, my peace of mind, sleep, health and prosperity

I’ve got nothing for you, just peace is what you should get, for you need it badly

For I am not like you, I would rather hurt myself than hurting somebody

Yes, I wish you all the success in your life

Thanks for making me strong and tough

If you ever miss me someday, please ignore and don’t ever step into my life, you aren’t getting any entry inside.

If you ever see me cross your paths, just adore me from a distance, for I am not letting you paint my life.

If you ever feel like crying in my loss, cry out for crying will make you feel better.

Over the edge I burn in agony.

Over the edge I shine with a huge smile

To all the ladders that I’ve climbed so far

To all the obstacles that were left behind all the way

To the bag full of tears that were waiting for the sun to shine, for a new life to begin;

As the way was blocked, life was at halt.

To the arriving rainbow in the sky, “ Oh Rainbow! Why are you so beautiful?”

To the people who encouraged a bit more everyday

To the friends and dear ones that never left you

To those hardships you fought bravely and made a point to reach up there and witness those gorgeous heights

Over the edge I shine with a huge smile.

Over the edge I see up and feel grateful

For all the life, that happened so far

For all the lessons learnt

For all the new beginnings

For all the second chances

For life being vulnerable at once and incredible at other

For the beautiful people who came in life and never left

For the peace, that now I dive into and mark the place to be

For said, unsaid things that happened, which means a lot to me

Over the edge, I see up and feel grateful.

Cheers,

Happy Reading! 😊😊

Life is not as serious as we make it look like.

There will be certain times in our lives when we have to make certain decisions that will defy our logic, look absolutely outrageous, seem detrimental to career goals and sound totally ridiculous to others. With all the hindrances and obstacles, interruptions and complications, it might seem as if the universe is plotting against you from making the decision. The road might seem deadly; the walk might seem too long.

I am standing at one such juncture of my life right now. But in all honesty, the only thing that I am unquestionably sure of is, this is exactly what I want, this is exactly what I had ever wanted. I might fail, I might excel, but I’ll never know if I never try.

Our anxiety does not come from thinking about the future but from wanting to control it.

So time and again, I shall repeat the clichés.

Listen to your instincts, take responsibility for your decisions, prepare for the worst, hope for the best and ignore everything else. Do what you love, love what you do and while at it, never ever forget to spread the sunshine around.

And then one day you will make peace with all the mayhem and chaos that hover around you; the sadness that grips you, the madness that grinds you. You'll make peace with all your monsters that you've been constantly trying and failing and trying to push away. They'll all still be there, right around you. Hopelessness, inconsequentiality, destruction; all these feelings will still co-exist and surround you. But one day, you'll make peace with all of them and come out strong and that is when probably for the first time in your life, sunshine will pierce right into your heart and love will welcome you home.

Success doesn't necessarily mean how much money we earn, heartbreaks can be subdued, there are people to love and to love us back and life is not as serious as we make it look like. We're all stories in the end. Let's make it a hilariously beautiful one! :)

Cheers,

Happy Reading! 😊😊

Oh, I am woman.. invincible and strong. Hear me roar!

So we have a whole day to celebrate for ourselves because why not? Celebration is never a bad thing and honestly there’s so much more to life than being critical about every cotton-picking thing happening in the universe. Most of my timeline today was crammed with how this day makes no fucking sense and how female is just a gender and why we don’t celebrate men’s day with equal splendor.Seriously, how do we manage to find a loophole in every goddamn thing around the world?

It takes us a lot, alright.

We’ve to constantly keep making decisions. From effortlessly simple ones to dauntingly monumental life choices. We have to choose pants over skirts on a scorching day just to evade the hungry stares. We have to wait for a friend to join us on a vacation just because we travelling alone is dangerous. We have to start planning our graph around marriage after our quarter life just to avoid emotional blackmail.

No, we are not complaining.

We have learned how to keep our bags clenched to our chests on a crowded street. We are learned how to hide the painfully nauseous periods and pretend to be just fine in the meeting. We have learned to deal with cat-calling and sexual harassments. We have learned to control our tears.

We have bought our pepper sprays.

We have slapped that guy on the street.

We have bought alcohol evading leering men from the wine shop.

We have said no to early marriage.

We have taken the trip alone.

We are constantly evolving.

We are changing the world.

But while at it, can’t we have a day to ourselves just to celebrate the power of us?

Given a choice, I wouldn’t want to be anything else but a woman every time I am born.

And today, with utmost joy, I say I’m a woman. What’s your superpower?

Cheers,

Happy Reading ! 😊😊

I am doing the same, I promise.

Wait till you get there, will you?
How many of you have left the will to live your life, while struggling with it?
How many of you hate the fact, that you really can't do anything about the way you're living your life?
How many of you bother about your future, your career, your family?
Let me put it straight, Everyone! Yes, we all constantly battle with ourselves, with our mind about the life and beyond questions that we certainly feed, cook and do what not within our head, and end up destroying it.
It's a vicious circle, no? A constant struggle to smile and laugh with a lump stuck in your throat, gradually trying to make yourself believe that lump has disappeared.
You do know, it's never fully gone, right? Sometimes it pretends to hide itself behind the laughter and the sanity. What a coward!
Have you ever felt a needle pricking you, while you are in between loud crackling laughter, so hard that you end up crying?
It takes a dream or a picture or a song or sometimes a happy couple. Even a memory or a quote, a word or probably dejavu and all it comes gushing in at the speed of light.
And then suddenly, you feel that the lump inevitably starts getting larger and you sit hopelessly watching the sanity disappearing.
The heart breaking into million pieces. It feels physical, feels biological.
You are helpless. You've nothing to justify this sudden change inside you. It embarrasses you. The more you try to push it away, the more it overpowers you.
The walls coming closer and the world crashing down.
And every second gets worse than the last.
It happens. And, it's happening right now. 
So, close your eyes,
clench your fists and tell yourself it's going to be better.
Keep repeating it.
It's going to pass.
Because, it always does.
I am doing the same.
I promise.


Cheers,
Happy Reading ! 😊😊